Okay never mind so where was I? Yeah it has been a year but that year ended. Not because it was 2012 (you know what I mean) but because we "survived" that and its 2013 now. Apparently this year , hands down , is one of the most unpredictable year ever and to make matters worse, the year just started. Bummer. Believe me, everything I thought would never(ever) happened, happened. Its like some sort of a chain reaction. It either stays bad or gets worse. Either ways it doesn't seem to be ending soon. Honestly speaking, I still have no clue how to react to these "changes". Let me give you an example - just because I'm from a family of three , it doesn't mean we suffer only a fraction of what other people from BIG families had to go through. I can't deny - every family is crazy in their own way. Apparently today my parents went out so I'm all alone at home . Season 1 episode 32. No kidding this is the 32 nd time I'm alone at home this year and it has only been...83 days since this year even started. I cant believe i actually bother to count. Well at least most of you had siblings. I had nothing to do ( which wasn't supposed to be the case because I still have loads of untouched holiday assignments which are somewhere in my room or missing or maybe I just left it in the fridge where I left my phone just now. Well, I was ready to blog. Three hours ago. Until, I realize that my phone was missing. I searched the entire house for it (not as if my house was that big in the first place) .Whatever it is, I found it. In the fridge. What in the world was it doing there? Okay, I know its my fault I mean I didn't do it on purpose but its still such a peculiar thing to do. Wait. Who even leaves their handphones in the fridge. This was not my first time anyway so back to 2013)
Different people have different perspective of problems. Major problems. Some find family problems the biggest among all while some rather mourn over their fucked up lives than think about what their parents are going through (Its just...parents its none of your buisness anyway..sometimes) on the other hand, there are those whom I know who willingly put others first . Which got me thinking. To what extend would you go just for a friend(boy/girlfriend for some of you) ? Sounds like some essay question but no it's okay no essay is needed haha . I'm not certain myself but one thing's for sure, I'd rather spend my whole day thinking and figuring out some medieval plots (or maybe just some simple solutions) to someone else's problem than think of mine. If you think of your own problems, In retrospect, it all seemed de trop and the last thing I could stand is more pressure. What's life without problems anyway. Not going to go in dept about my problems I'll sound like some pretentious swill. Seems like this entry is getting more generic than it was supposed to be. Sound so cliche - Entry number 245 : life problems. How I wish i was a mermaid instead but i couldn't be so I should just do my homework oh my god its 9 hours before school starts and here I am blogging when I'm supposed to be rushing through my homework . I guess i should think about finding them first before even thinking about doing them fml.